Now that we're in cancerland forever, I guess I should settle back into the blog. This sucker originally began as a way to keep my family informed with how I was doing. It evolved as I realized that more information resources needed to be available to patients and family. Why do we feel the need … Continue reading I Gotta Question for You
I Said No Thank You
It’s weird. This time, it didn't occur to me to worry. Last October, I was worried about a polyp. I own a used bookstore. I'm surrounded by dust and mold all of the time. Of course, I am allergic to them both. I went through over 25 boxes of a collection. They had been stored … Continue reading I Said No Thank You
There are very few things that scare me. I am fine with rodents, spiders, snakes, clowns, blood, insects (though cockroaches can fuck off cause they're disgusting), public speaking, and most of the "top ten fears" list. There is only one thing that I fear--getting cancer again. Honestly, I don't fear death. I fear being sick. … Continue reading Polyp Possibility
I blogged again!
It's been a long time since I've written anything here. Sorry if anyone was concerned! So far health-wise, I'm doing okay. Knock on wood. I am now on six or twelve month doctor visits. My doctors have all been pretty cool about scheduling. They're trying to space them out so I don't have to constantly … Continue reading I blogged again!
I’m Sorry I Said That
I hope you believe that I'm sorry I said that. Chemo and radiation has done some damage, and I don't know how to fix it. I don't know what has happened to the road between my brain and my mouth. Suddenly, the pavement is different, and I am lost. It appears in … Continue reading I’m Sorry I Said That