There are very few things that scare me. I am fine with rodents, spiders, snakes, clowns, blood, insects (though cockroaches can fuck off cause they're disgusting), public speaking, and most of the "top ten fears" list. There is only one thing that I fear--getting cancer again. Honestly, I don't fear death. I fear being sick. … Continue reading Polyp Possibility
It's been a long time since I've written anything here. Sorry if anyone was concerned! So far health-wise, I'm doing okay. Knock on wood. I am now on six or twelve month doctor visits. My doctors have all been pretty cool about scheduling. They're trying to space them out so I don't have to constantly … Continue reading I blogged again!
I hope you believe that I'm sorry I said that. Chemo and radiation has done some damage, and I don't know how to fix it. I don't know what has happened to the road between my brain and my mouth. Suddenly, the pavement is different, and I am lost. It appears in … Continue reading I’m Sorry I Said That
I feel like I am still wrestling with cancer even though I've been given the all clear. Although I am starting to feel better, it is still feels very much day to day sometimes. I finally had a chance to discuss my fatigue with my oncologist. As a result, she ran various blood panels. I … Continue reading Dr Fatigue or: How Treatment Continues to Kick My Ass
My Hair Chapter 1 was just about a year ago. Here is a summary of that post--this was what I considered hair at the time: It is so very different now. Looking back, I'm feeling pretty satisfied. Here are pictures of me now straight out of the shower. I towel … Continue reading My Hair: Chapter Eight–One year post chemo hair growth